me: There is a parallel line running
-- a third vector
to the rails.
bisecting everthing I see.
Rails go everywhere
like kites -tethered.
through mages of tarmac strips
smouldering in an Indian sun.
Some of them run parallel to my vision
I see them mirror trains-
containing my other half.
I raise a hand and it moves.
It is cut neatly in half.
Fat, flesh and half a heart.
Left half of the lung and only one leg.
And like me, it has no spine.
I raise my hand and it moves.
14 minutes
3:24 PM her: Bows and flows of angel hair and ice cream castles in the air
And feather canyons everywhere, i've looked at cloud that way.
But now they only block the sun, they rain and snow on everyone.
So many things i would have done but clouds got in my way.
I've looked at clouds from both sides now,
From up and down, and still somehow
It's cloud illusions i recall.
I really don't know clouds at all.
Moons and junes and ferris wheels, the dizzy dancing way you feel
As every fairy tale comes real; i've looked at love that way.
But now it's just another show. you leave 'em laughing when you go
And if you care, don't let them know, don't give yourself away.
I've looked at love from both sides now,
From give and take, and still somehow
It's love's illusions i recall.
I really don't know love at all.
Tears and fears and feeling proud to say "i love you" right out loud,
Dreams and schemes and circus crowds, i've looked at life that way.
But now old friends are acting strange, they shake their heads, they say
I've changed.
Something's lost but something's gained in living every day.
I've looked at life from both sides now,
From win and lose, and still somehow
It's life's illusions i recall.
I really don't know life at all.
24 minutes
3:48 PM her: Don't keep calling, just forget me
You left me standing in the rain
Don't keep calling, just forget me
3:49 PM You left me standing in the rain
16 minutes
4:05 PM her: is deleting this account
4:06 PM don't send any mails to similar sounding ids coz there a qt a few wuchis ote there..
4:07 PM out
11 minutes
4:19 PM me: don't do this!
